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Ok so this is my first blog since making the decision to go back to my Health Kick. Now as funny as ppl might find it im actually reading a book by A.J. Rochester called “ The Lazy Girls Guide to Loosing Weight”. Now you might snigger or whatever but you know what I don’t really care. Im taking myself back to the space that I was in in January this year and im gunna reach my goal by Summer. Ive only just started with the book and well so far I just have my mantra which im going to stick by and that is:
“I commit to being the very best that I can be. I deserve to love, be loved and most importantly of all, to love myself. I deserve a healthy body and I will never give up on myself, no matter what happens, and I promise to do whatever it take to make it happen. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Shazam!” That is what I am going to stand by. Now today I went to the gym after work and did a 40 minute cardio workout and OMG I cant believe how easy that was. So I think that will be a given and then every second day ill add a weights session in there. I might throw in the odd class here and there but for the moment im going to concentrate on cardio and weights. As for the eating I am going to have to fine tune that one but it all comes with time. Ive made a promise to myself to cut out the junk food (including after big weekends) and cool drink. Red Bull will be the exception of course. Now most ppl would of stopped reading after the first line but you know what this is mainly for me and people who actually care what im doing with my life. When I get to my first goal I will reveal my weight and also what I was before I originally started all this and you will be surprised. Ive come a long way considering how ive been in the past but this is the new beginning…… That’s it for now and expect more blogs to come Glen :: +Memory :: Share :: Reply HI!!!
Ok...well a week into the new year and i am feeling absolutely fucking fantastic. I still aint eaten any junk food, no COCA COLA (btw for those who dont know i was addicted to it), and i just drink water (unfortunately bad side effect you pee alot). But i can certainly feel my body changing. Pants are becomming a little looser, skin is feeling better, energy levels are rising NATURALLY and my mental state is alot clearer. I decided to stop messaging ppl and see what happens and it was jut as i suspected, you kinda dont hear from ppl unless you msg first or make the first move OR they msg you but want something. Ive been totally nice this weekend but im gunna turn into a total cow. If you want something off me dont expect it unless your a true friend, otherwise refusal may offend! Prior Warning helps. Ive recently applied for some new jobs so hoping to hear some good news on that front, great news on family front and a wedding to look forward to!! So heres to loosing more weight and feeling better. Im going to a tupperware party next weekend with my Sarah which should be fun, i like doing random stuff. Im thinking bout organising a Skating night at mirrabooka in the near future as well so if interested let me know!!!! Anyways im off to bed to get a good night sleep and start a glorious week at work. Im so excited bout the future and this time im gunna do it for ME! and heres a note " DONT HOLD ONTO THAT WHICH IS NOT RETURNED!!!!!!!!" if you dont understand ask someone. Love Glenno!! (P.S Marsha says hi, she on a beach in the Bahama's) Ok now...we all know how much i hate posting lyrics to songs on my l/j however i need to do this to get it out of my head. This song is stuck in my head and has been for the last 3 hours. The song hits home and hurts cause you sometimes can only dream things will happen. So anyways yeah here it is and hopefully will take it out of my head
Will You Fall For Me Woo oooh Yeah ah My head's full of thought Thoughts of you And I'm distracted so easy Thinking what to do So unsure, so unfamiliar Am I wrong to think that something could happen Will you fall for me I need to know, the way I'd like you to Baby, will you fall for me The way I've fallen for you Im not like myself And I'm playing the role of someone else And my hearts beating so fast I can't stop it And Im so unsure So unfamiliar Am I wrong to think that soething could happen Will you fall for me The way I'd like you to Will you fall for me The way I've fallen for you The way I've fallen for you The way I've fallen for you Fallen for, fallen for you For you.. So unsure, so unfamiliar Am I wrong to think, That something could happen Was I wrong to think I Will you fall for me The way I'd like you to Will you fall for me The way I've fallen for you The way I've fallen for you The way I've fallen for you So Yes glen is back to Delta again...She has some strong lyrics in her songs and this is just one thats rings home at the moment. Night everyone Glen xoxoxox Ok, well its been a while since the last entry. Alot of things have happened and changed...unfortunately i went off track with my health kick however didnt put any weight back on of the 12kg i lost, however did not loose anymore. I am now starting back at the gym and have now got a personal trainer, looks like 2 sessions per week. Rather than going out having big nights out and wasting my sundays i am going to put the money to good use and well spend it on getting fit and loosing weight.
Sometimes we all need to take a step back from what is happening in our lives and take a reality check. Ive been one to tell myself over and over again things will get better or its ok this person will change. Ive also listened to those close to me. Sometimes those who are closest to you are the ones who are holding you back from a) growing as a person or b) have totally forgotten who you are and what you mean to them. These people know whom they are and well hopefully one day it will be how a friendship should be. You can point out as many faults as you like and ridicule someone, but a true friend would not do that, rather they would help you fix the faults. Im just about finished my package to send off to the US for matt. Containing many little goodies. Apparently from what i hear the US has shit chocolate...someone correct me if i am wrong. On the topic of chocolate and lollies...OMG OMG OMG Push pop's are back..DONT PUSH ME, PUSH A PUSH POP!!!!!!! so yes...anyways thanks for the quiz, i decided seen as i cant talk i'll do a quiz instead..although theres gotta be a more juicier one out there somewhere, this one was too nice HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA 1. Ever been to a male strip club? No 2. Ever been to a female strip club? Yes. Very interesting experience 3. Ever been to a bar? Too many 4. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes. Kinda got into a fight and was escorted out. 5. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes, damn that absynthe 6. Ever been so drunk you blacked out? Yes, it hurt a lot in the morning 7. Kissed someone of the same sex (no relatives)? Not enough hehe 8. Thrown up from drinking too much? A couple of times 9. Had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? Yes 10. Had sex in a car? Yes. Crampt but fun 11. Had sex in a park? It was 2am in the morning ok…well the first time 12. Had sex in a movie theater? Sort of 13. Had sex in a bathroom? Yes…mmm shower sex 14. Had sex in a school? No 15. Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 16. Have you ever purchased items from adult store? No 17. Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Nope 18. Is there someone you wish you never had sex with? Unfortunately Yes 19. Is there someone you wished you would have had sex with? I think everyone wishes that. 21. Ever given oral sex or received? Indeedy doody 22. Have you ever had a threesome? Yes 23. (GIRLS) Are your breasts real? no silicon in these babies, can't u tell? 24. (GUYS)Have you ever used viagra (or anything like it)? Nope 25. Would you rather give or receive oral sex? Love to give, receive only if they are good 26. Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yep 27. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yep 28. Were you honest? I have no shame!!!!!!! Anyways Take care everyone Love Glenno xoxoxoxox Morning Everyone.
Ok well i thought i would start in my journal again. I officially started my health/lifestyle change a week ago. Now i have never been one for scales, ive been scared of the truth. However since starting the change i look forward to weighin's. Now after one week i have officially lost 7 kgs. Im so fricking proud of myself. I drink shit loads of water everyday, i dont eat junk food, i make sure each meal is balanced with vegies making sure i get a decent amount of excercise. Even if it a night at connies dancing my little booty off. Contrary to what people are saying this is not a speed diet or drug induced diet...Im doing this on my own and getting the results and making the changes for good!!!!! Anyways the other thing that i have to do is sort out my emotions, feeling, demons and issues. As my book says they are alot of the reason we eat, emotional eating. so i am slowly working through them. Anyways i better run or else i will miss my triain Take care love glenno WOW!!!!
Tuesday i got left on my own to my own devices as b and mark went off to lunch with beth. i just hung around the backpackers as it was too hot and muggy. although i put the matrix on and fell asleep within like 10 mins of the movie and woke up just before the end...ive been burnin the candle at both ends and well i dont care as long as i have fun.... Tuesday night we hit Luna Park....Fuck that place goes off. We attempted to go on all the rides bar the dodgem cars. Fuck did we scare the shit out of ourselfs but yes all in all an awsome night. The ferris wheel looks so good at night specially as they had the big hearet on the bridge lit up...im hoping to post some pics when i get home Anyways after taking a nice cruise around the harbour we headed home for some good shut eye... Wednesday day i spent shopping with adam ( a friend from sydney ) and went all over the place. which was awesome. then wednesday evenign was the most bestest thing ever and i will post a pic as soon as i cget it off my phone. I visited SUMMER BAY!!! i finally went ot palm beach with my friend amanda who rocks this world. We visited the summer bay surf life saving club ( which actually has that sign on it ) and also went and checked out the Beach house ( where irene lives )...im thinking of hiring a car and going up during the day to get some proper camera shots but we shall see how much it is and well i dont know if im game enough to drive on sydney roads. But yes it even has the club president as alf stewart. So yes that was one of the biggest highlights of my trip And then last but not least i thought fuck it and ventured out on my own to the Stonewall...I had 5 vodkas and redbull so i got a little trashed first time in a long time but fuck it was fun...they have cool music downstairs is camp upstairs in clubby stuff. So i just danced the night away...gotta do it every now and again... Anyways its 4:10am and im putrid so im off to bed to have some shut eye then taking my phone to get fixed in the morning as its fucked which isnt good... love to you all glen Hey everyone out there in LJ Land
Well ive been in sydney 3 days now and its been awesome...have lots of photos to share when i return especially from taronga zoo. omg the place is amazing however very big. Saturday day time saw us tracing round the city looking at the sights and getting burnt. Sat nigth we hit the Stonewall with a dear old friend Scott ( aka dead tangy ) ehehe. We had an absolute blast of a time and am looking forward to hitting the town with him on thursday night. By the time we got home i had been up for nearly 48 hours so was quite screwed however trusty dear old friend red bull kept me alive. Sunday was recovery day for all and not much happened however we went outr for all you can eat pizza hut ( yes thats right folks they have them here)...Then off to Arq nightclub. OMG the shows were amazing and they knew me and brenton were coming cause the second last number was Dolly 9 to 5....We wet ourselves we think. Sydney bois are also hot and gorgeous...Its a really different atmospherre to Perth hard to explain but yeah different. After the last show at 12:30am we caught a taxi home ( which are way cheaper than perth ) and the bois went to bed and i staye dup playing cards ands watching movies till 5:30am...then went to sleep ( on the top of a bunk bed mind you ). Too manby ppl get ambulances in sydney they go all night. Then today wow wat an awesome day. We started off with Taronga Zoo. The place is amazing (liz i got heaps of photos for you) however realy really big. Saw the seal show, mark feed a giraffe, i got even more burnt..then bought a really cool hat!!! This afternoon we hit a pool centre thingy in the middle of a park in the middle of sydney..what a mouth full...We had one guy chatting to us who was nice and then 2 sports teams rocked up with about 30 players all early to mid 20's. Cant complain there..god its a hard life. Tonight is just going to be spent relaxing and also tomoroew morning with tomorow night seeing us hit Luna Park and all the big rides. Love everyone heaps and till next time CAN YOU HEAR THOSE DRUMSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Glenno xoxoxoxxoo p.s i may be going to palm beach later in the week ( hint...where home and away and headland are filmed!!! ) Wow hasnt time flown by so quickly....i touched down in sydney this morning at 6:20am ( 3:20am perth time ). Unfortunately i cant clock in till about midday so i dropped my stuff off at the backpackers where me brenton and mark will be staying and then went for wonder round....am gunna go wake the bois up at there hotel very shortly and freshen up cause i look hideous at this time of the morning, my products wearing out and i have huge bags...the flight was only 3 1/2 hours which was good so i slept for like 2 1/2 of it.
not much else to report really at the moment...i got some awesome news the other day that its only 10 weeks till matt gets home which i cant wait...ive missed him dearly and yeah he knows how special he is to me. My car has finally returned as well after 6 weeks of getting fixed...doesnt feel the same but will get used to it.... well sydney here is day 1.... i will try and keep updated otherwise when i return!!! let the partying begin love glen
I think its safe to say im a cold hearted bitch really Things are changing at a rapid pace. This weekend has been an eye opener for me...ive been awake for nearly 36 hours and its yeah hard....i still cant sleep. I realised i am too nice and have to start standing up for myself and not let ppl walk over me. i have done it for too long. i let ppl drag me into there shit and there issues. seriously my life would be so much easier if i dealt with my own shit rather than everyone elses. anywyas
fairday was good fairday night was even better with a few misshaps. got scared scared even more. one of the closest ppl to me got hurt and i couldnt do anything and it killed me inside..i wanted to help and there was nothing i could do.. it sucks it hurts...but what can u do when there is actually nothing you can do.....anyways i had a good weekend but now im goign back to lay down love glen |